I will miss you.. ;)

When the night sweeps all over and the cool moonlight shines,
I will close my eyes, all alone and feel you with me, right beside.

I will miss you, miss your sweet voice and your cute gesture,
All those peppy talks and and all the longings for each-other.

I will miss your listening to me as like when I blabbered before
And those clueless expression you give with a cute smile oozing me more

I will miss those moments we had and the feelings we felt
No more  of any those nights and how I saw your eyes melt.

I am not supposed to, but I will miss it all,
Everything that was there in between was dreamlike afterall,

Yet so far, were we always but yet so close we are
I will miss having someone like you, far, yet so close like those star.

Untitled ;)

The night flips in the darkest desire,all that gives away rage and fire,

When choosing between stoping heart and wanting mind,

its always a fight, something I can't bind,

In the end my heart feels empty and my head swearing me back,

I lose it all with my head and then a new heart I pack,

A thinking fills in the cuddles and sleep,

Making me forget all the deeds,

And when a new day shines,

I raise my hope,Choosing not to err again,

But still I find myself,silly me,with a blushing grin.

The Hushed

Credits to the photographer

A sunshine face with sparkling eyes
and a smile that took the heart away
Those pretty gestures she did
cute, loving and heavenly that way.

But the world seems so cruel,
its the sin for being pretty,
Tormented by the crowd each day
people, oneself feels the almighty

Pretty that face, splashed in toxins
her hands tied up as she held
her body burned up for undone sins
then people feeling proud and please

the sunshine sets down
eyes sparkling with tears,
the smiles fades
with the gestures of fears

and there goes a person
who curses for her existence
for being a girl, woman and lady
covering up the scars on her body

a person who lives for others
happy as daughter, wife and mother
and still don't get a life for her own
but still the world thinks, 
they are not worthy coming to life beyond.

Laugh

A burst of laughter comes upon

and the lips holds its wide breadth

The eyes gets all blurred up

with the shining ball twinkling around the cheeks

The laughter that hides the pain,

a smile that sheds the fear

the tears that rolls like water

a person that just was there

A thinking in the mind

a feeling in the heart

a dilemma of thinking

what to expect the next part

I keep it in me,

heavy in my heart

fearing, I hope not,

I would hurt my dear ones the next part

I still keep bursting out that laughter,

rolling out the tears that seems of joy

But deep in me that's shattering a piece

breaking me everytime,

that I cannot avoid,

I wish I could avoid.

A stranger who turned special

A person who just bumped by chance,
turned to a friend in small instance.
A person who was carefree at all,
and quite flirtatious sometimes i recall.

The day we met was just not planned,
with not knowing how day would end.
With all the talkings that you heaved,
and that half smiles that you did.

I thought you were just the same,
Oh, yes! now I confess.
But nothing of all that was true,
when the more I was with you.

I certainy thought I wont fall,
as I locked my heart inside the wall.
But still you found the key in me,
and that was when, you and I became WE.

Its a story never told,
its a story you wanted to know.
It is what thats not magical,
but it certainy will remain special,
Yes, it will always be special.